Just A Beautiful Disaster

i forgot about this. haha.

hello again.

wow i haven’t been on tumblr in FOREVER. fuckin’ school. but yeah. great birthday. apparently fun party….i think. HAHAHA. i need to get my life together again. not happening. i’ll try to be back on this but no guarantees.

it’s great when you have a good talk with someone (sober helps) and things get straightened out. i feel better about things than i have in a while. especially after the shit show that was this weekend. so that’s good. now i’m just left to deal with any awkward encounters that will arise. which they will. bar party tomorrow night. bad life decision? probably. i should do work. but dancing sounds like way more fun. and with the boy this time. my industrial hurts. will post pic. bday present. yay. that’s really all my updates. my life’s been an incredibly fun shit show. haha.

5 and 1/2 margaritas and half a large cup of wine later.

woo for a margarita party. boo for coming back to my room at 330 alone. gah the boy needs to come back from new jersey. i do have funfetti cupcakes and candy in my room though. i need to eat healthier. BAH i should not be typing things right now. i have a headache. interesting night. going to sleep now. miss the boy more than i should…gah what am i doing?

currently

sitting on my floor in a towel. just got out of the shower. here’s how my day went. the boy (i guess he’s the boy now haha) stayed over last night. i woke up at 915 to go to the public market but he decided he was too much of a lazy ass to go, so i went with my roommie and her boyfriend. despite it being cold (i’m a baby,  yes i know) it was lots of fun and i bought lots of stuff (as always). came back, the boy was still in my bed but at least awake. he left and i made food. then made a massive salad for my dinner tonight. attempted to get work done but mostly procrastinated (so tomorrow will suck). then shower. now i’m going to get ready. yas is going to come pick me up and we’re going to kelly & julie’s for massive amounts of food. salad, tortellini soup, squash lasagna, brownies, and whatever else they throw in at the last minute (they always do, i love them).  lots of fun and food there. then back here for who knows what? lily is supposed to stop by after her mixer and the boy will be here probably. i would not mind going and causing chaos somewhere tonight. we’ll see how the night goes.

ps: the “boy” is a long complicated story. apparently in my attempt to make it easy and not cause issues, i made it worse. so he’s now the boy, instead of just no label. fuck this college dating thing. way too complicated and obnoxious. i just want to have fun. at least we’ve got the fun part figured out.

viruses!

i had the flu. got over that the same day i got coxsackie virus. getting over that now. haven’t been to class or work since wednesday. should return tomorrow. fml. reading great gatsby and hamlet all day. doing laundry. i found something i can eat finally. ice cream. and fruit snacks. haha.